Lost..

I say I'm strong and that I never cry,
but on the inside, if you listen  closely,
you can heart my heart weep softly as it breaks away, piece by piece.

维系感情是用你的优点来填补另一个人的缺点.
But it's temper that made everything worst,
God brought every girls & boys with different personalities and temper together，
But why?

我的体谅和谅解，我并没有要求什么，
只希望能够换来你的明白。
但却是一次又一次的受伤难过。
我想是我太宠还是你不在乎?
简单的言语，原来也可以把人伤得那么痛。
彻彻底底的被打败了。
我害怕被伤害，更害怕伤害别人，
所以说的每一句话都先很仔细，
我不打声骂人，尤其是对我很重要的人，
不想看见别人伤心难过得样子。
或许因为我听过自己心碎的声音。
我想是你变了还是我太计较?
他们把你当了一家人，你是否也把他们当一家人呢?
你长大了，是时候学会明白了 真的。

I'm so lost right now,
but I'm still strong, I must be strong,
It's just that my stolen heart is broken,
Would you mind to mend it for me?

I couldn't sleep, HELP!
you cross my mind at this hour, tell me what to do now.
I miss your hug so badly :(
NIGHTS..

23042011

Long long time since my last update,
sorry for abondoning my blog.
I wanted to blog!!
but I was too busy and tired, my blogging mood had gone totally OFF!
School started, I'm stuck with the endless routine AGAINNNNN. :(

Year2's life sucks!
Classes start 8AM mostly everyday and end at 5PM.
Unlike Year1, we have no more long long break in between classes.
No more book project room & slack in library. Ugh!
This sem, all modules will be tested in exam, why why why?
The worst is that I found most of the modules complicated & we have design module.
can die, seriously!
OK, I love to complain alot, but I'll be okay after this :p
Please bear with me, ThankYou!

Downloaded The Sims 3 Ambition in my iPhone :D
Weeeee! Deleted the corrupted sims 3 in my lappie ady,
since it couldn't work after my sim had become famous. WTH!
My hard work for weeks just pfft! GONE!
The sims in iPhone is nicer i think,
looking for The Sims 3 Late Night :D

BIEBER FEVER!!  HAHAHAJustin Bieber's concert in Singapore at 19th!!!
I missed it! :(
Xin Lin went to the concert. Envy!
Grab some pics the vid from her.
Supposed to upload the vid, but its all corrupted :(
Me and Baby admire this 17 yrs old boy!
Yeaa, he's only 17, everyone knows,
but he's handsomeee, stylish & talented.
and he has his own World Tour Concert at the age of 17!

Downloaded alot of social apps,
Tango, Text Me, Skype & Whatsapp,
I can now text and video call with Baby for FREE!
iPhone is seriously the best phone :D

Reading someone's blog and I found this,
如果你爱他的优点

但却无法接受他的缺点
那你爱的并不是他

而是你自己

因为爱
所以愿意为对方改变自己
只有不爱的人
才会去改变对方
this is true...

不要因为自己的坏脾气忽略了他，

更不要因为脾气暴躁 说话伤了他，

这样不应该 但他却从中学习坚强体谅了

他会做得每件事对你完全没伤害 都是为你了好

他偶尔想牵牵你的手 是为了感应你的体温你的温暖

不是怕你跌倒 是只想把你抓紧.

Happy Birthday AderyChin!

17th APRIL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADERY CHIN JIA WEN! :D

Big boy turns 19th this year, big enough.
This is your first bday, whr all of us here in JB aren't there to celebrate with him :(
You're so far far away this year!
so Me XiaoHui Huiqi Pcw called him to sing him bday song!
We knew he not yet got his bday cake yet,
so we got him a Tiramisu Cheese Cake @Meldo Cafe!
We lit up candle, blew it off & finished the cake for him :p

Tiramisu Cheese Cake from Meldo Cafe :)

Its their very first opening day today,

so they have 50% for every cake purchase!

I don't love cheese cake :x

but the combination of chocolate mousse & cheese couldn't be described besides AWESOME!

Nice right? HAHA

Hope you do well in your studies and ohyaa, the upcoming test to.

Find yourself a nice girl there, the one who really cares for you :p

You tend to be damn serious when it comes to love, so you deserve a really nice girl.

*wink wink*

Looking forward to your next return :D

and again, Happy Birthday Bro!

Tmrw, 18th April, JuinYie's Birthday!

Opps sorry, the gift I ordered not yet reach me :\

I know you enjoy the Show concert alot!!

 

OK, done with my birthday posts.
Shall go to bed soon,
BYE HOLIDAYS.

Life.

Life's great! :D
still enjoying my holidays.
How I hope life like this could last forever.

Tried THEFACESHOP's nail polish, baby blue with glitters :)
Love the colour and used it on my nails.
Done the blending job and it turned out so well! :D
Tried to take picture of it,
but the baby blue seems rather light here no matter how much effect I added :<
so I just upload the original pic up!
My nails itself look better than the one in the pic, seriously-.-
My first time using THEFACESHOP'S nail polish,
I found their nail polish easier to apply on,
and its not too watery like Elianto's. No offences.
Shall try the other colours of it next time.

Baby asked me if I'm ready for school reopens :\
Nothing to be ready of practically. Haih
I don't even feel excited bout this, why why whyyyy?
The only thing I prepared was my new pencil case from Baby :)
Link here; click me! 

Grandmama was sick for days :(
Doctor said her 耳水不平衡, this is what I heard from the adults.
After done some google searching, its called Meniere's Disease.
A disorder of the inner ear that can affect hearing and balance to a varying degree.
This condition affects people differently.
And my grandmama was having headache and feeling dizzy for the past few days :(
Mommy brought her to our place to have a stayover for a day,
I know she dun used to it, she still loves new house more.
She's feeling much better now :) Thanks God!

Ohyeaa, Levi's M'sia organised this Levi's Curve ID Contest.

Gave this contest a try,
Hmmm... I don't set a MUST for me to win,
but yeaa, it's FREE. No harm giving it a try ain't?
Plus, the prizes are so tempting!!!
Top 16 entries will recieves RM1,000 worth of Levi's product each & full page fashion spread in either CLEO/COSMOPOLITAN mag!
Mummy don't let me to join the modelling company that time :(
but I'm interested...
Got my pics uploaded, special thanks to Syueh Ying - photographer & XinYi - consultant!
Do give me a vote in Fb Levi's Malaysia's page from 25th April.
Thanks readers :D

I was feeling very hungry for the whole night,
stomach was making weird noise!
Baby came to rescue :p
He bought me lutlut after his game, aww :))
Everything of my favs,
he asked me if the fishball is nice.
He knew I complained alot bout the fishball, thats the truth.
But I'm not chicken butt! Grrr!
Didn't I mentioned he's my SUPERMAN? HAHA
Lutlut is seriously the perfect supper :D





Just the day after tomorrow....

14042011

准备的 双人的车票
祝福未来的目标
艳阳高高照 或大雨风暴
贴心的问好

傻傻的 你都不知道
你有多么的重要
当你发高烧 当你睡不好
我也感应得到

左手是喜欢 右手不求回报
才让爱紧紧守牢
有你的欢笑 也有我的牢骚
忘了什么叫单调

昨天小争吵 今天全都忘掉
又逛到天荒地老
当世界都静静沉睡了 我要你听到
你是我左上角的心跳 ♥

I love this song, 左上角的心跳 the moment I first listen to it :)
cos this means alot....
I wonder if somebody created this song for us :P
LOL! Just kidding! HAHA
Couldn't find the lyrics online, so I typed them out.
Pls tell me there's no any error! :p

Had the urge to sing this to Baby,
and finally I got to sing to him today when he played this :D
But he was too tired to listen to me :(
GRRR! Kick him!

It's Thursday! YAY, it's Thursday!
Spent my thurs with Baby before sch reopens
Simple Thurs for us, spent our day resting and slack around,
he deserves this after accompanied me for the past few off-days,
he barely has his own resting time since my hol starts.
And after sch starts, I'll have less and less time with him :(
Finishes my class late till 5PM on his only day OFF.
Thanks to the effin' timetable!
But I know he's definitely gonna understand this, right? :)

Daddy & Mommy spammed me calls to ask me to get home fast.
I was wondering why why why and TADAAAA!
Daddy bought me an iPhone4 :D
This makes me feel bad :\
cos I've been spending so much recently and yet he bought me iphone4,
which cost him A BOMB!!!
So I shall be a good girl, a very good one from now on.
Did I said I'm blessed and I've nothing more to ask for?
Thanks SUPERDADDY & MOMMY. iloveyou♥

Now it's 10mins past 12AM,
HAPPY 13TH MONTHSARY MR.LIM!
I always think this could last forever, and ever.
cos no one understands me better than you do,
and no one could compares to you, seriously.
We joke and fool around like no couples do :p
No relationships can last w/o quarrels,
we made each other understand things better each time.
ILY♥